I've been having a rough few months and every time I think I'm doing better I fall apart again. On August 11, 2010, I was forced to have an abortion because the baby was growing back into my tube instead of into the uterus. That was my second loss last year. It took fertility treatments to have my first son, but this time I had no problem getting pregnant it was staying pregnant that was the issue. After this last loss, I fell into a deep depression, and my husband basically ignored it and in some cases actually resented me for it. During the holidays, I thought I was doing better, I wasn't crying every day and I seemed to gain a little bit of hope. But this last week has felt like I'm falling back into my whole. I've been crying almost every day and the littlest thing sets me off. Yesterday was a good day, I spent the day with my son and had such a nice day, I'm hoping that's a step in the right direction. I get so tired of feeling like crying every day.
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