I think I am grieving excessively over this diagnosis. I'm trying to be strong for him but I am falling apart every moment when I am alone. I can't stop crying. I think a big part of it is I need to know more definitive answers and the doc isn't seeing things my way. I'm sure all of this "testing" and rigamarole has to be done, but I want to know exacts. I want to see progress. In the meantime I am obsessing over losing my husband.
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