did anyone have the experience, where they tried real hard to work,but kept failing because of pain and fatigue.this happen to me so much,and people got very angry at me,because i was so slow and unable to keep up. then i started feeling that people were being down right cruel to me.and i was,,i say was a nurse,i gave it up.i found that medical people to be some of the worse when it came to pain. some of the nurses i worked with were just plain sadistic,even to the patients.i found myself becomeing so depressed, i finially lost grip with reality and felt like the whole world was against me.i try my hardest to stay strong,i have a young child, but sometimes i feel like giveing up. like at times i get very down, and think about dieing alot,espicaially when i was being treated so cruely by others. the irony of it all is that i was a nurse for years,and i did alot of hospice,and family asked for me because i could never stand to let someone go in pain,so i always tried my hardest to keep my patients painfree. but what i found with some of the nurses i worked with were cold hardend people who seemed to have no hearts,even the patients told me these things.even when it came to emtional or psychtric paitents who were in emotional pain or mental pain or fear,it was like a joke for them..i guess i was never cut out to be a nurse.
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