My oldest daughter told my that I am lazy. My second daughter says she does not think I am lazy but she thinks that I could do more. She seems to think I can just work out the pain if I moved around more but I told her that it is not a muscle problem that is in my back it is degenerative disk disease. It is bone. I can't just work it out. The more I do the worse the pain I I end up not being able to do anything for days. My third daughter agrees with my oldest. My sister in-law hates me because I don't work. I think even though my mom has the same problems as I do that I could more. She hasn't said it but I know that is what she thinks. I am not sure who else in my family thinks I am just lazy. It really hurts. I don't have any support from my family. I really truely want to be able to work and I was a hard worker before I started having these problems. I have even doubted myself and tried to push myself only to be reminded that I can't.
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