I am yet again in hospital because i needed help in helping me control my pain,sadly the pain got so bad and with lack of sleep i just didn,t have the strength to control the pain even with my morphine on board,so i was brought in here and sedated for about a while so that my body could have a rest,at the moment i am on a such a high dose that i have now been attached to a pump for my pain,on top of that my soon to be ex husband got his whore into his flat knowing it would hurt me,she,s been here a week and already there arguing cuz she doesn,t like my husband seeing our son! i,ve told him that now he knows how i felt! my pain is very high and despite taking the meds i,m on, the pain team now have me on "diamorphine" this pain gets so very bad that i literally beg god to take me i,m now getting to the stage where i,m cutting myself to try and rid myself of this dammed hell i,m in,but it doesn,t stop my pain and it drives me literally mad i,m not sleeping very well so i,m in here i also have an infection thats been there for over 5wks we don,t yet know where the infection is??? i would welcome any advice on how to cope right now cuz i,m getting to the end of my tether please if you have any advice i will be happy to try it,i have tried everything acupuncture chiro and reflexology you name it i,ve tried it sadly to no avail i really would welcome any advice
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