I am sorry I did'nt write sooner but we had a emergency & my laptop is down on top of that. My MRI results are in but they have changed my appt to see the Dr not the Nurse pratictioner. So I know that I will prob need surg. I just want the pain away. I have stopped the methadone but the pain was unbearable So I gor really depressed Had a fight with my daughter. She felt I was suicidal & was veryr angry with me . We dont get along. So she called 911 & said I threathened to kill myself. The were going to let me go but the cop said anyone can accuse u & you have to be placed on a hold. The good thing is I was able to get so pain relief. I took norco 10 which doesnt turn me into a zombie like the other meds. I was on 2/ day & dealing with the rest of the pain. I know my Dr will be pissed when she gets back from vac but I don't think I want her as my Dr anymore. Unfortunately @ the ER I fell ouy of bed & was hurt.( after giving me sedation with the bed rails down) I have contracted the insurance company to find out if I can sue them. They not only did unbelieveable cruel things( calling me a bitch, threathening to force pills down my throat& other things.. They also found a lump. I had maliganant melonna 3 yrs ago so I am going to get that checked out.. I am glad to be home. You would not believe the thingg I saw ther. But I should make for a great book whick I will be starting soon. Thank you all for your support. I would never leave u guys. You are too special to me. When I got home last night & saw the messages & hugs you made my day. You are wonderful people & i wish you all well! Hugs, Laura
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