My lower back, hips and legs hurt sooo bad today. I've taken 30 mg morphine, 3 percocet, and 1 roxicodone and nothing is helping today. I'm trying to work, but sitting here and then having to get up and walk is hell. I'm sorry to bother everyone, I guess I just needed to vent. I hate cold rainy days. I just dont' want to even get out of bed. It's so depressing when you hurt all the damn time. I look around and watch everybody hop up and down out of their seats, or sashay their asses around here and it pisses me off. I'm not mad at them, I'm just upset b/c i cant do that and can never get rid of this freaking pain. What did I do so bad in life that this is what i have now? I know people get sick of hearing me complain, so I try not to say anything at all. Then they all have to ask me if i'm mad.................ohhhh.....i'm so tired of this.
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