I feel pressure from all directions some days. Sometimes it is to feel better now...sometimes it is to make sure I lay low and rest longer than I feel like I need to. I feel productive on so many fewer days now, that I try to push through the pain or whatever to get done as much as I can. But I have all these outside forces either telling me I am ok, or telling me I need to stop. Its almost like I have a hard time deciding for myself. I feel like I need to keep going to and extent or I am going to give up on working completely which I can't right now. Anyone else feel this pulling every-which-way?
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