I need some information. Please. I am sore, My back is really bothering me to the fact that it wakes me, and has really just been going into high gear. I was supposed to have had my surgery 6/20/07(I cancelled to try conservative measures first), I have seen the surgeon since but he was like what do you want?, I said you needed surgery. I thought it was rude, but he is supposed to be the best...neurosurgeon. I want the best, but some bedside manner would be nice. Anyway, I see the pain management Dr. once a month. I have already had the 3 epi shots. The last time I was there(last month), the nurse asked me if I wanted another shot. Can they give more than 3?, I thought 3 was the max. I am also having a hard time making my mind up about having surgery. I am scared to death to have someone cutting into my neck, too many what if's....I also have problems with anxiety, and stress, as well as high blood pressure, I think I could put myself into a really stressed out point if I scheduled this and had to count down the days, I think it would literally(ok, so) kill me.
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