ihave severe crohns,severe fibro, arthritis in both feet both hips and a rib, depression,anxiety,cfs, cronic pain, liden factor 5(disorder causes me to clot for no resaon)dizzi spells headaches made worse by light and balance issues muscle spasms that sometimes feel electrically charged, i have no idea what causes the dizzi,headaches,balance,muscle spasm stuff. i just vented in my journal about people who know someone with one of these and they are fine so everyone else with any of these should be too ,and i should just go and do as if i was healthy and i'm not skin n bones from my crohns and they know people who are and they can work and live their lives normally so i should be able to also, if i went by my wieght alone to judge how my crohns was doin i would be dead cause i had a dr tell me i wasnt thin enough to have crohns and that people with crohns are thin i was diagnosed with severe uncontrolled crohns a month later was fighting for my life in hospital 9 months later and have had 2ft of sm removed and 10in of large removed, my uterus ovary and cervix was removed cause it had adheshion s all over them and were fallin apart around the adhesions so ive been in n out of hospitals had numerous surgeries and because i'm not skinny right now i should be a okay, not all crohns people are thin i havent been blessed with bein thin since i was 19, when iget thin now it means i'm gonna die if i dont go to er, so parden me with being happy being chubby while fighting my illnesses that doesnt mean i'm healthy just means i'm not dieng at the moment,any thougts or ideas on how to cope with this misconception is welcome
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