I was writing my journal and somethings that i get pissed about in my head came up.and i know you all think it to so here goes.I had said that my pain is OK today and that a "normal" person would be laid up in bed for a week feeling this way. so why when you are in pain and you tell people they think you exaggerate or they think or say that your weak.they may not say it but you know they think it. like why is she always compaling or crying.i dunno I feel like people get sick of hearing me say im hurting but i only say it when it's unbearable for "us" the funny thing is when they do get hurt they always call me and say im in so much pain i have no idea how you live like this because i know my pain is nothing compared to yours and im really in pain.and another thing thats bothering me... why do people ask you all the time "how are you?" when they don't want to hear your answer. I told people stop asking me that.don't worry I will tell you if something changes! and asking it just makes me think about how i'm feeling and it's never good.I'm just annoyed with "fake" people. people only care so much and then they get sick of hearing about our pain. well were SICK OF FEELING IT!!!!!!!! sorry i'm just being a bitch.anyone feel this way too?
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