Ok so Yesterday at about 2am I started having pain in my face. It felt like it was inflamed or swollen. Then it started to twitch for about thirty minutes. I became extremly week very fast. I headed for my room before i got to my bed my legs seem to have gone out. My knees shook so hard thay banged into each other and i fell. At that point i could not feel my legs from the knees down and my thighs I could feel but they were unusualy cold. I was hyperventilating so hard I thought I was having a heartattache and seconds later blacked out. I woke up after a few moments with two of the sweetest dogs looking over me as if they were worried. I leaned up and noticed my arms were tingly and cold like my thighs. It took an hour for the feeling to come back to my lower legs. This all happend within 10 minutes very fast and it happend the second I started bleeding on my period. The pain was incerdiably unbarable. I tryed dealing with it for as long as I could. At around 7 am I woke my best friend up and she took me to the ER. Luckly I was the only one there when we arrived so it took seconds to get into triage. They gave me some pain meds that took the pain away for an hour. The pain started coming back and they gave me more of the same thing and it didnt work anymore. So I went home crying.Ended up just sleeping and crying for the rest of the day because addiquit pain medication was not given to me. I believe the doctor suggested somthing like endometirosis. So hopefull we will find out soon! I know I already wrote this in my journal but i wanted to put it on here to
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