I dont think its that I keep getting the same answers: "oh, thats normal", "other people have that too", go sit in a waiting room for 6 hours, waiting waiting waiting.. for i dont know what, anymore. I think its that for the last 2 weeks, I have been in constant pain, off and on.
I am just fustrated dealing with this chronic pain... I think its taken its toil on me emotionally, as ive been suffering for almost 15 days without any end. I am feeling out of control and helpless. My mother hates it when i take pain killers... >=( but, i just cant take this pain anymore! went out by myself and bought some tylenol anyways. hopefully itll help, or atleast give me comfort knowing i have something to numb the pain until i can actually see my doctor. Yet, just when ive been having it bad his on vacation. Such bad timing. And its all this waiting thats giving me anxiety, the anxiousness of when I have a trigger, the pain will drown me in sadness. And I cant move, I cant think when im in such pain.
Anyways... I suppose I am just looking for support :/ has anyone else felt the emotional impact of how wrecking it can be having chronic pain? does it feel, sometimes, as if there seems to be no end. Its been 15 days and there hasnt been any change, physically, for me. And the hardest part is that i have an invisble disease: endometriosis, which is hard to explain. But its kinda like progressive cancer, but it doesnt kill you but the pain is similar to having labor pains (or so I heard). And my chronic pain has been my lower back mostly, which means its hard to move around sometimes. I wish I were more mentally strong to conquer this pain, but i cant help feel angry and sad. I feel torn, I feel as if my body had betrayed me...
First being extremely ill majority of my life has negatively impacted my voice w/major current events! This article came out near 2 days ago & my phone has been blowing up! It's sad we live in a society where the pharmacist believe they're God & that they alone will stop the "epidemic". What happens to us the people that are truly sick & in constant pain & those like me I've had a tolerance my...
A little lighter subject now:I was watching Grey's Anatomy today and they had a guy who was a CPer and allergic to all pain meds. He used porn to control his pain. Apparently, porn releases endorphins in the brain. Does this work for women as well? And could you live with porn 24/7 like this guy (and his wife) did?Anyone ever try this?Just wondering:)Sandy
Hey, thi s was brought up on check-in.Last week's article by Reuters, followed by NYTimes on updated.Do NOT expect people to answer. Equifax is swamped by lawsuits, calls, and problems (namely, they're one of three "trusted" credit data companies and now they're losing clients and so forth).I'm fine b/c I froze my credit after the Target hack a couple years ago. Just make sure you have updated...
I am curious if anyone here has ever used wild lettuce extract. It has been compared to morphine but is not addictive. Just wondering if anyone has ever tried it and had success with it before I go shop for some on ebay.Thanks