I WAS TALKING TO MY MOTHER ABOUT ACID REFLUX AND SHE ASKED ME IF I WAS TAKING ANY MEDICATION,I SAID NO BECAUSE SHE DOESNT THINK I SHOULD HAVE TO TAKE ANYTHING,SHE IS FROM THE ERA OF NOT TALKING ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS AND GOD FORBID IF YOU GO TO A MENTAL HEALTH DOCTOR,I FEEL BAD I TOLD HER A LIE,BUT WHAT ELSE IF SHE KNEW I WAS TAKING MEDICATION IT WOULD RUIN WHATS LEFT OF OUR RELATIONSHIP,PEOPLE THAT DONT HAVE CHRONIC PAIN DONT UNDERSTAND OR MAYBE THEY THINK I AM WEAK I DONT KNOW BUT I WANT A LIFE WITHOUT GUILT I HAVE ENOUGH OF THAT ABOUT MY PAIN NOW I HAVE TO LIE ABOUT TAKING MEDS TO LIVE AND WORK TO GET BY.I AM A HUMAN BEING WITH PAIN AND I REMEMBER HAVING A MUSCLE CUT OUT AND BECAUSE I WAS TAKING OXYCONTIN THEY DIDNT GIVE ME ANYTHING AFTER SURGERY AM I THE ONLY ONE FEELING THIS WAY OR HAVING THESE PROBLEMS?
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