I have had a really bad week, Had the stomach flu & still suffering from it. When my cat was dying I ran out totally disregarding my knee I had surgery on. I re injured it & am in total agony. I can her to see if she would increase my pain meds . I am on 6/day,, She accused me of using it to escape the emotional pain I was in & said if you take more you break the contract. Of course I told her I would'nt. But my life is a living hell. I am in agony physically & mentally. It doesnt help that with the nausea, vomiting & diarrhea I have a raging sinus infection. I spend a lot of time crying & she told me life sucks get used to it. I wish I could find another Dr but they are hard to get & very few are willing to prescribe meds despite MRI & x-ray results. I see her on Monday.Sometimes I just wish my life was over if its not going to get better.She knows how much I have been through the past 2 yrs w/ hubbys cancer chemo.my kidney infection, sleep apnea,severe back pain, 2 tears in my menicus 1 was huge . I have bone on bone & extensive arthrtis. The surg said I will need a knee replacement in a few years. I dont know how much more I can take :(
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