I have been dealing with severe chronic pain for over 20 years now,as well as that lot i also have to contend with being abducted and held for over 72+ hrs by vile men who did unspeakable things to me,i,m also due back in hospital 14th august,i am in pain 24/7 but i try my best to stay relatively normal,now i find myself wondering what the hell i,m here for? what,s the point of fighting pain that,ll never go away?in truth i don,t want to spend the rest of my life like this,i want my husband and son to be happy to come home from work without me moaning all the time,if you were to ask me honestly what i,d want right now? i,d say let me die,because i no longer want to live,yes i,m under shrink,s,as well as pain doc and other doc,s for my various medical problems,i just don,t see any future,i,ve done my job in raising my son who is now a man,i just can,t go on much longer like this.
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