Yeah! where's SuperDUCK when you need 'em... I need a good floggin as well!

Wow - celest... u need to call a major TV network STAT! you've got the makings of 1 he** of a Reality Show at your house. get some cameras in there and start making the Big BUCKS! I'd watch that show!

But, seriously, I really hope you can find some calm and be able to feel better soon. you are such a Good soul and you always make me smile.

FLOGGGG!

I think we all have our moments of.......................AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH.
That was beneficial. I thought Nutty BUTTy's were ice cream. Or nutty BUTTy ............................................))))))))) ICEING (((((((((((

dark,
Thanks honey. I should do that. I am sure a lot of people would watch. I actually had a family member tell me to just take my pain meds and shut up. Cause apparently that is all I wanted from the hospital, was pain meds. Are you kidding me? Did you really just say that? The person said, well, I know that you take any meds you can get your hand on. Really, cause you see me do this, or are you just assuming? I actually have a doctor that tests me, so how is it, that he doesn't know about these mystery meds? Hmm? How is it that I have documentation about my problems, but yet you still seem to think that I am lying? Want to count my meds and see that I stick to what is said, how else do I prove to you that I am not a seeker, druggie, liar? You know what, come to the hospital with me and when they say that all they see in my system is my prescribed meds, then you can shut the H*LL up and leave me alone. Then he said that I just wanted to hide from the family drama ( which I would like to say his side of the family started to begin with. You guys do not want to know how, it would upset a lot of people ) I said, you know what, your right. I want to run off and stick my head in the sand and let me kids get all the flack. That is the kind of mother that I am. NOT!! I would rather sit here and shield my kids from people like that then sit in the damn hospital. Too bad my doctor did not give me any choice in the matter. Blood count was too low.
Sorry about that dear. Just too much on my mind.
Thank you for the kind words and the laugh. Where is Superduck in deed. I think I need a good Flogging too.
Love, Hugs and Always Laughter,
Beck

Dave,
Nutty Buttys are peanut butter and chocolate bars with wafers in between. I could use a Nutty Butty ICING though!!! Maybe then I won't be so Nutty!!! LOL.
Thanks for the laugh good buddy, I really need some.
You are awesome!
Love, Hugs, and Always Laughter,
Beck

Celestial,
Honey when are you going to take care of yourself! Had to be in the hospital and leaving early is not good, your doctor could get to the point where he stops helping you. I just wish goodness for you and can't help but be mothering! Yes there are some of us like that out here!
darkRuger is right! a reality show could happen and at least you'd make some money at it. LOL
Get to feeling better and I'm sprinkling some mean dust on you to use on your MOM to kick her butt out of there once and for all! Though it wouldn't be mean at all it is your home!
Gentle Hugs Sweet and a Big FLOGGING TO YOU

i know its hard to distance self from family even when they are all wacko but sounds seriously like u need to begin a plan of how to get u and your kids a place where u are the priority get healthier
hope u find good days

Dear Celestial, iam so sorry your family is causing you so much stress. Do they realize what it is doing to you? I know when my family causes me a lot of stress it onlymakes my pain worse. I hope you have meds. for the pain. Does your mom live with you? I hope things get better for you. Big Hug

So sorry your having all these stuff goining on . here big gental hugs minnie

irocket,
Thank you cyber mom. Lol. Hope you didn't get offended by that, I mean it in the most loving way. I think of a lot of you as my cyber family. I do have a funny that will be happening soon. I hope.
Me and my fiance and kids have all decided that as soon as our taxes come in, we will be gone. No forwarding address, nothing. That is the way that it will be for a while. Until his family and mine realize that they can not continue to treat me like this, no I will not be keeping the kids from talking to they're family. They both can use my cell phone to talk to them. I am not that mean. I also will not be leaving my mother without a home, the rent here is paid up for another month, and then she will have section 8 and will have to fend for herself from there on. She brought this on to herself. I just thought that you guys should know that I am not just complaining and doing nothing to care for myself. I am taking action also.
As far as my doc goes, he knows why I checked out and said that he understood, but has to follow guidelines and can't just tell me, yea sure, your good to go. I understood what he was saying and made the best choice for me and my family. I am drinking fluids, taking my steroids ( Just want to say YUCK about them. ) and my antibiotics in hope that I can get my gut to settle down. I am monitoring everything to make sure that I am not passing blood still. The only bad thing is that they saw a small kidney stone in my kidney, YUCK! Not moving, so there is no pain from that yet. They think that it might just pass without having to take the medicine to break it up. I am used to small ones, so I am sure I can do it. I have my strainer in case I do pass it before I go and get scanned again, just so that I can take it with me. I guess they want to analyze it for something. Not sure, I was pretty groggy. Good ole IV Dilauded haze. NOT! Anyways, no worries, I am taking care of that and I am SURE that it will pass soon, without a lot of trouble. Hopefully won't take forever. Sorry.
I just wanted to thank my Cyber family for always being here for me and actually caring. You guys are GRRREAT as my cyber brother David has said. LOL.
Love, Hugs and FLOGGING to you all,
Beck

Pamela,
Thank you for you kind words. They are greatly appreciated. I hope that you see from my last post that I do have a plan in the works to get my own place and get healthier, hopefully. This was my own place but made the mistake of having my mother move in, so I could help care for her ( since she does not do it herself ) and my little sister. I just hope it happens soon.
reginaann,
Yes, my mother lives with me, I had her move in with us, as I explained above. I have made it known to the whole family, my fiance's side included, what stress does to me, even printed out stuff on Crohns so that they could see for themselves. I have given them handouts that my doctor gave to me and even had them all read the letter to normals from here. They all basically laugh and disregard everything saying that it can't be that bad, everyone has stress in they're lives. I guess they just don't really care. I know that sometimes families go into denial when someone is so sick, but they go above and beyond that. I do have pain meds. I have fentynal 25mgs patch, and Dilaudid 2mgs for breakthrough. They help a lot but on my real bad days, they just take the edge off and neither seem to touch this new nerve pain that is HORRIBLE!! I just keep plodding on. In hopes that someday, I will be close to my old self again. Thank you for the caring words. They help a lot.
Minnie,
Thank you for the hugs sweetie. I do not get enough of those here at home. I will take any I get from here! They are well appreciated.

Celest..... sounds like your family is quite dysfunctional!?? Huh? Hun, it is a shame that you had to leave the hospital AMA because adults can not help you! That really sucks!
I hope that you can get out of there really, really soon, the place sounds like a zoo and you need to get out of there, specially because of your pain! Chronic pain and stress does not mix, and you obviously need to leave if you want to get better, I hope that you do it soon Hun. Take care and know that you can come here anytime for support. Love,
Tipper

Tipper, sweet Tipper,
Thank you hon. That helps so much that you care a lot. As you can tell, I don't get that very much here at home. I do want to get better, as you can imagine. That is why me and my fiance has come up with this plan. I am just waiting on the taxes. So either the end of this month, or the beginning of the next. Just in time for my birthday!!! HOOT HOOT! I wish I could take my cyber family with me for real, to a place that is filled with love, care, joy, Laughter and more Laughter!!! I guess I will have to settle for on line instead.
I hope that you are doing well today. It always amazes me that with as sick as you are/have been, you still find the strength to care for me. Thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart.
Love, Hugs, and Always Laughter,
Beck

Decided that since things are not going well for me, and my health is not doing well, I am going to call in reinforcements. I don't care that my mother and most of my family hates my brother in law, but if he is willing to help me, then I am going to take it! Nobody else wants to help, therefore I am taking what I can get!

Celeste im with dark, tipper and rocket yeah what they said lol. Your in such good hands here.

Sometimes i feel like i'm the only sane person in my home and thats NOT OKAY!!! cause i'm a flipin looney toon! lol

just know i care and understand and hope you feel better! good lord has everyone been in the hospital recently? knock it off! and i mean it! (with all the love in the world) big big hugs

Did someone call for me????? Was a FLOGGING requested?????

After reading comments...I would be more than happy to hand you the official Fairy Flogging Wand and let you go on your family,

OR

You could just stand there and take it...and I promise extra special icing with a cherry on top

Love
Soft Serve Duckie wrapped in a walker cone with Vicodin Sprinkles on top and...shoot...why not? A nutty bar jammed in the the side!

TEEEE HEEEE LOLOLOL