I am going to a outside pain clinic for the first time in17 years. I have had 5 failed lower back surgeries and have been on opioids for over 20 yrs. What I need to know is should I tell my new dr's. About my illicit drugs used as I have had to buy pain meds off of the street since the VA decided to cut my meds by 75%. If this new clinic will help to control my pain, I would never use an illegal drug again as I don,t want to go to jail!! Sometimes you do what you have to to keep from committing suicide because the pain is that bad. Can anyone tell me how I should address this situation
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I've been feeling out of energy for a while now. I lack the energy to do even the smallest of things. Things that I used to enjoy before now seem so difficult to do. Sometimes it gets to the point where it's paralyzing. A few months ago I woke up and was paralyzed and couldn't get to work. I have no idea what to do. I feel like this is going to destroy me. I've never had suicidal thoughts, but...
I saw my therapist today. I went over the last week. And then she said the words that no one has yet spoken."Nana is dying". And it stabbed me right in the heart. I lost both of my my great grandmothers, I lost my dad's mom who I wasnt close to. But Nana's was always my second home. And now I am losing her. I dont know what to do.I need your advice and wisdom. I know when she does passs that it...