Hi everyone. I hope you are having a good day. mine has not been very good, and I don't know where to go or what to do. After a few hours of sleep last night, I woke up this morning in awful pain (low back). I usually always do, but today was worse. I didn't go to student teach, and I also couldn't go to class. It was hard for me to even walk down the stairs. My mom called at lunch and asked what I should do. I have no idea. I hate livving like this and feeling this way. I had a dr. appointment a week and 1/2 ago. He gave me vicoprofen, and said to come back in three weeks. He talked about sending me to a pain clinic. I have had to take the vicoprofen everyday, and still feel little to no relief. I already suffer from major depressive disorder, and this is just making me feel worse. I just don't know what to do anymore or where to turn. The dr. will not perscribe me any stronger meds, and I don't know what else to do. somedays, I just want to crawl in a hole and die. No one around me knows what I am going through (except for the friends here at DS.) Someone please help me.
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