Ok so basically, most of this post is what I wrote in my journal. I am totally disgusted. I will never in a million years understand what goes on in the minds of some doctors. Its 2:45am, and I can't sleep cause I am in pain. (I have Multiple Sclerosis) Its been really bad lately, to the point where I was in my therapists office wanting to die. So what does she do? She calls my primary doctor on my behalf, asking if he could give me something for my pain just to get me through to my appointment at pain management 8/20. What does he do? FLAT OUT REFUSES. I've had this experience with 3 different doctors now, so telling me to switch doctors is just something that I don't need to hear. At least this one didn't refuse to refer me to Pain Management like the others, but I'm afraid I won't make it to August 20, and I'm scared. How can doctors just flat out refuse to help? I'm suffering, and scared, and I feel alone cause no one can do anything for me, and I don't know what else to do to help myself.
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