17 years ago I made vow to follow god if he gave me back my sight in eyes...he gave it back to me...but I reneged on my promise..so I started to see lights in eyes caused by too much soda and I tried to kill myself. but only managed to cause great pain in left wrist...so I wondered for the last year did luke 14:34 apply to me....salt is good, but if salt has lost its taste, how can its saltiness be restored? it is fit neither for the soil nor for the manure pile, they throw it awya. and then there is a polyptoton.....let anyone with ears to hear listen.....so I felt like indiana jones where he has the cup and says"only one way to find out" ....now my left wrist has healed an no more pain...the year I had of pain I will never forget...may never follow god still but I have to always be thinking about him and reading the bible...maybe god will let me follow him....lost my girlfriend who I have such a big big crush on and lost my 60,000 job in the last year just cause of left wrist pain....man...I will always have great compassion for people in pain from now on...at least I will try..
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