went to the surgeon today for my shoulder.torn rotater cuff.they will be opening me up.he said they will be taking about a half inch of bone out and they might have to use screws or weights to reattach the muscle.i will not be able to move that arm for 6 to 8 weeks for healing and PT.they will know more when they get in there .oh boy .the nurse will call me with the date.the doc.has no bed side manner but as long as he des his job i dont really care .he is supposed to be very good .i am tired of caring anymore.tired of pain .tired of it all .depression is eating and consumming me.i will be getting new meds on wed.for my depression.just hanging on till then for dear life...hugs ..marie
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