I have mult. injuries in the line of duty. I've had 4 major operations in the last 13 months 2 shoulder with hardware installed,S1-L5 rays cage fusion, elbow nerve decompression and still looking at neck fusion but not sure I can handle another operation at this point of the games.NOT one operation has change a thing I feel I've traded one problem for another one. My life been changed by one assultive person. I now live in chronic pain 24/7 was told today what been fix is fix and you have to learn to live with it. In Nov. I am goinh into pain mangement program for 8 weeks to teach me to live this way. And after than close the claim and rating. I have loss of feel in my shoulder,arm and hand on the left, chronic lower back pain with loss of feeling both legs,feet, buttock and lower back areas. They are pale white and cold as ice upto my knees and so painful it hard to walk or touch them together so I sleep with a pillow between my feet.Elbow feels like it going to explode all the time
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