Hey, this is my first time on this site. I just joined. I have lupus and four other auto immune diseases. in the last two years i have been in and out of er's etc... The rhuematologist found out I had a history with suicide and substance abuse so I have been fired from three docs, including pain docs. I am so scared because without pain meds and i am not abusing them, do not get high, just relief, I will not be able to function. I am hopefull going to Johns Hopkins for treatment next month. I hope to god they can get me some real help; I will try anything at this point.
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