Hi, I'm here. Glad to meet you friend.

hi, heathercat.

I have times here like that when I don't hear from friends. But I know that people get busy and strange as it might seem sometimes they all get that way at the same time. Just a thought. Have you sent hugs to them all and seen if any or all of them reply?

We are here

Ouch

I too get days like that but I,m a bit new and just really starting to make friends.heres aliitle sunshine for you.

I dont get on here much but my pain has gotton worse so need some friends to talk tol, Hi friend

Thank you to everyone who replied. I appreciate all of you very much.

Heather

ho callmeouch,
it glenna i do apologize for the lack of consideration i have shown you and my other ds friends. i am red in the face with shame. i hope you will find it in your heart to forgive me and honor me with your friendship again. i will do better. i also will not promise because promises are to be broken and i wish never to break my word to any of you and myself. i am again apologitic. i have been up to the sky with hard times. i must find a place right away to stay. i have 6 animals friends who dont get alone with each other from jealousy. each are wishes to have me to their self. it seems only my four legged friends worry about me so i thought. my baby kitty now a cat,was very worried this passed week about me. she would not leave my side that day. i was so very angry at the roomie that i was shaking,crying,and so on. i got physically ill. i had either my first anxiety attack ever or an asyma attack after 20+ years of not having asyma. he lied again about being with a woman after work untill 230 am. he just had someone follow him after work,stopped in front of him in the middle of the road acting as if to do him harm. and the very next night he did not get back till 230 am when he usually gets back between 1130 pm and midnight. i thoguht he was hurt from shot or car wreck. but he was screwing some coworker and told me he would tell me when he got back why he was late. he said it so quietly and i knew. plus he went to shower as soon as he got in,went to bed,turned from me without a word and i knew. he fails to see how he behaves everytime he messes up. he than the nxt day was all sweet and quilty like.bought me a small gift,asked if i wanted money(which he never does without bitching the whole time. he complains about buying groceries spending $85 when i spend up to $500 a month and i only get 604 q month while he makes up to and including $4000 a month. so when he buys me food,small gifts such as stuffies which i adore and he knows this so he only does so when he has lied,cheated,verbally abused me or argued with me about stupid shit. sorry about potty mouth. i am still angry and i am still looking for a way out. life reaally sucks sometimes. as if we need more stress upion stress. when will i get some bliss? i am so done with the hardships,you know!!!!. i will not bother you with my problems any more and i will be here for you as i am suppose to be. i really am a good and upbeat person mostly. i have alwyas helped others and never expected anything in return but these past few years i have begun to feel as if one of those i helped could at least offer to help which i woulds have thanked them but gently refused it. i just dont do the i help you so you will help me. thats just not right. i am so angry and i am soo lost. i must find a way out soon!!! i really am unsure of how much more strength i have since i am without anyone to hold me and huig me and replenish my reserves. i have always had strength for self and anyone who needed me to be strong for them. even the males in my life. who the males feel that they are the better being,stronger physically,mentally and all. if they are soo much more than i am why than do they act like babies when sick, throw tantrums when not getting their way??? why is it i who must hold them, comfort them when things are wronge,let them know its gonna be all better after a good nights sleep, and so on. i dont get why the males who have raped me,abused me(females to)lied to me,about me and so on. beat me so bad i miscarried 7 children all in the 4-7th month. feel it is owed them??? agian i am ranting and raving about nothing. its my problem and i will not do this again.things are just so upside down,inside out for me at this time. this too shall pass.i am here for you,callmeouch and the rest of ds. please be patient with me at this time. it will be worth your wait. yiou all deserve better of me and i wil do so from now on.
many blessings,blessed thanksgiving,blessed christmas and a bountiful new year. heres to old friends,new friends,old family,new family.
sincerly
glenna

Hello!!! I'm here. Are you fixed? LOL I mean your DS. Hope so. Write anytime!! HUGS!!

I'm here heather... write anytime! Hugs~Debbie

Glenna, I'm glad you are here, back home where your suppose to be. Will you please quit apologizing, we are here to comfort and lift each other up. I am so sorry for the place you are in right now, I hope you get the room mate situation taken care of and believe me, you will find that the lack of that additional stress will do so much for your overall mood. I know, I've never been physically abused by a spouse, but I know about verbal and emotional abuse from one. Please take care....love ya.

Hi! I hope you're doing OK. Sorry to hear your epidurals got postponed. Ugh!
After Thanksgiving now?
We'll compare notes.
This was a good post.
You've got friends here, sometimes I get caught up in my own self and don't communicate enough.
I'll do better!
(((((((((Heather)))))))))

I,M NEW ON DS LAST NIGHT I JOINED.I WOULD LIKE TO A FRIEND TO YOU.