Ok I went and saw another doctor and it was the same thing rush me around and make assesments without really doing anything. and using medical records that are 3 or 4 years old and no longer relevant to my current condition. Then telling me that there is nothing they can do for me and my pain, however giving me anything for the pain is out of the question because they don't want me to become and addict... Trust me your little vicodins are not going to make me an addict since I have been taking them for 15 years already, give me something that will actully take away or at the very least dull the pain!!!! I get so frustrated that doctors who are supposed to be there to help you tell you stuff that you already know and refuse to help you because they only see you as being a drug seeker!! I want someone to actully take the time out of their lives to actully listen to me and hear me when I say that I am in a lot of pain and I can't take being in pain anymore and if I don't get fixed soon I am ready more than ready to go out there wrap the rope around my neck and fix myself!!! I can't take this pain anymore, I can't take not being apart of peoples lives because I can't physicaly move or do anything cause I am in to much pain!!!
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