the medical community in my state has gone apesh-t on benzodiazepines and narcotics.
i come in contact with chronic pain patients every day and now we are dealing with Suicidal Ideations because people have uncontrolled pain.
My friends in behavioral health department are seeing the same trend and we are really worried but it seems there is no cure for this problem right now.
I feel utterly helpless when people are asking for relief.
Some patients are afraid to report suicidal ideation because they will immediately be sent to ER.
Honestly I feel like shit .i had a good day at work and despite that I still feel my head spiraling to really bad thoughts/ ideas .i know I should be able to handle waiting to see my therapist on the 4th but it just seems way to far away .thats so many work days and so many days to choose if I take my medicine or not :( I’m just scared sorry for the rant just feel terrible plus I keep wripping...
My husband doesn’t see that he has a drinking problem, which makes me feel crazy. He will drink a 12 or 15 pack in a day and then forget everything he says and does. I have finally given him an ultimatum. I just don’t know what else to do.