So I have ALWAYS kept my meds locked in safe...even though I rarely have company over, and dont have children. However, the other day, I had them out and for SOME REASON put them inside an old package of gauze (I know, I know). I think that I threw it away!!!! I can't find them anywhere!!!!!!! I had a major panic attack last night, and am still flipping out today. I have about 2 days worth of meds---thats IT. I am not due for my refill in over 2 weeks!!! What the HELL should I do? I have a good relationship w/ my doctor, but we did all have to sign a contract that stated we couldn't get early refills REGARDLESS of what the reason. I dont even want to tell him what happened, but I...HAVE to...right??? What else can I possibly do? I dont see any way I'd survive THAT long...I can't even fathom the pain...or the w/ds. AHHHH!!!
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