At what point do you just give in and accept that you will be in pain for the rest of your life? And is it better to just accept it, or does that mean that you are giving up hope? It is just exhausting in itself, to be constantly wondering what pain meds or what treatment or just WHAT do you do to relieve the aching, burning, stabbing, debilitating pain, and it becomes the center of your life, even though you want so badly for it NOT to be the main focus.....Yes, meditation, therapy, trying to divert your attention by doing things....but you just can't! The pain won't let you...it is unrelenting....Dear God forgive me, but I am just so angry that in my heart I appreciate the blessings in my life...my kids, my family....but I feel like a burden to them...WHY? because I hug my kids and it physically hurts every part of me...and that pisses me off! I know everyone here knows this...I am just venting....but if anyone knows the "magical" answer to getting through this....I welcome it with (aching) open arms...:)
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