I was getting very high doses of Methadone along with soma, norco, and lyrica from my pcp. Due to a misundertstanding my pcp dropped me and the only way I could get any relief was to sign up with a methadone clinic. I am going to see a new pain doctor this week and i feel like I should tell him the truth about the clinic but I'm scared he will judge me and not treat me because of it. I was planning on staying with him and telling the clinic if he takes me on. I would stay with him exclusively. I'm sure he would make me sign a pain contract anyway. I'm just scared he will look down on me and refuse to treat me if I've been to a clinic. I've already mentioned my situation to his receptionist so I have to tell the truth now. I hate going to this clinic everyday and the dose they give me doesn't kill the pain very well. I am really upset. I just can't live like this!
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