I sincerely hope anyone who read,s this can help me? i am and have been in severe chronic acute pain for almost twenty years now,my G.P has now decided to try to reduce the amount of morphine i am on[ i am on M.S.T 100mg 3 x day and oralmorph 25mg every four hour,s] i saw my pain consultant on monday and i am awaiting an appointment with the pain doc,s in essex so that i can be fitted with a pump,i was asked by one of the nurses to please get my husband to get me some more morphine as i need it,my husband went to get the script and noted that instead of the usual 500mg oralmorph he only wrote me up for 300mg oralmorph,i rang my G.P who told me he thought i should try and reduce my oralmorph! i went daft! i called my pain specialist and told him what my G.p was trying to do,he then told me he would sort it out,i now find out that my local practice is trying to cost cut at the expence of it,s patients,i have got in my possesion a big bottle of pure morphine which my pain consultant gave me for when i am really bad,i feel so rough right now and extreamly tired due to my pain that i am literally thinking of just taking the lot,i should not have to fight my g.p for the very medicine which just about gives me a two hour sleep,i cannot go back to where i was before i was given this morphine [ i attempted to kill myself because my pain had got too bad to cope with]do i ask to much? i could sure use some good advice right now because i really don,t know how much longer i can go on like this,please i would welcome any advice right now.
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