I have had one illness after another over and over again without even recovering from the precious disease, and I am getting better and am beating all of the illness's that I have had for the past 12 years and although I am proud of myself and happy, I am also scared. How do you get back 12 years of your life! I'm only 17 so I have missed out on so much. I don't know if im scared of being well and miserable with a new life, or if im scared to get sick again, or if this is as good as it gets and im stuck between well and sick. Even though im not sure I believe the last one. (I believe I will fully recover). This is all i've known my entire life. I have plans and dreams and goals and im afraid that they won't come true. Afterall I have had to put aside everything that I have known and wanted these last 12 years and have had to re-learn reading, spelling, writting (I love love love to write and people say i'm amazing at it). I've had everything (literally everything) taken away from me and I have gotten 95% of it back and am wiling to get the rest but why am I so scared?
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