so i joined this group today . i have been diagnosed for about 8 months with about 2 years of unexplained symptoms. i have now been referred to a CFS specialist service. although i feel better than i was a few months ago i am still not well. does any one feel drowsy all the time and feel as if your system has crashed at the end of the day? i try and not give in to the synptoms but some times its hard especially if people around you dont understand. i have returned to work following a long period off sick. i am lucky that my manager is very supportive and i manage to work the hours i can manage depending on how i feel that day . my family on the other hand do not seem to get it when i tell them that i am tired , they sort of just leave me alone in my room when all i want is a bit of love and a hug.i cant even get myself into a relationship most times i can not even manage to go out on dates because i am too tired . whoa i have typed too much.
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