Why me? I do ask the good Lord from time to time ... why me? Sometimes the whys and who's of those who have to fight debiltaing illness confound me. I have seen people who drink their lives away daily who never seem to be physically ill or exhausted to the point of not being able to funtion...I know people who spend their lives pop'n pills and smok'n weed, yet they function well enough to hold down a job and do all the normal things in life. I've done none of those things and neither have most of us here on this board ... so why? I know inside my heart that God allows things for a reason ... but I sometimes feel like if I was healthier, had more energy, I could do more for HIM and for my family. I don't know, maybe I'm just having a pity party today and need to snap out of it. If I bend over will someone volunteer to kick my behind so I remember to praside God for what He's done, rather than what I think He should do!
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