My dad used to like for me to visit at least once/year. Sometimes he even asked me to just come to the airport and visit for a while as they were changing planes. Other times he would ask me to visit around the Christmas holidays or even right after Christmas. But since I got CFS about 4 years ago & I have become poor, I get the impression they really would rather I not visit at all now. I have not seen my parents or brother or sister in well over 3 years. My parents are in their 80's, and I know they won't be around a whole lot longer. But, I honestly believe I may never see my parents alive again. Is this all in my mind, or has anybody else experienced a similar kind of pushing away from parents or children or other close relatives? Thanks.
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