I dont do anything bad to anyone....i mind my own business... i believe and accept in jesus... i live for god.. i dont participate in any immoral activities...infact i left all my "friends" just to stay away from immoral activities... i sit in my house most of the time...AND EVERYTHING GOES WRONG IN MY LIFE...EVERYTHING.. I LITERALLY SUCK AT LIFE.. IM A FAILURE...GOD DOESNT CARE... EVERYTHING AND I MEAN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG???? WHAT DID I DO? I DIDDNT DO ANYTHING TO ANYONE YET ALL THESE IMMORAL PEOPLE HAVE IT MADE IN LIFE.. THEY GET EVEYTHING.. I DONT EVEN HAVE A GIRL HERE TO LOVE ME.. IM ALL FUCKING ALONE AND HAVE HAD IT WITH LIFE.. I PRAY TO HIM EVERYDAY.. AND HE NEVER HAS MERCY ON ME... I DONT GET IT.. WHAT DOES HE WANT FROM ME? THIS IS LIKE HELL.. I FEEL LIKE JUST DYING THERES NO POINT TO LIFE ANYMORE.. EVERYDAY ITS THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER.. HOW DO I GET RID OF THIS CURSE???????? WHAT DID I DO TO HIM??? I BASICALLY LISTEN TO THE BIBLE ALL DAY LONG... I OBEY HIM IN EVERYWAY I CAN AND I DONT GET LIFE.. I GET NOTHING IN LIFE..I HATE MY LIFE
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