Well it is a rough road I am realizing I have to travel but I'm striving to be a better woman and believer. My bf just broke up with me suddenly after an incident that happend Friday that we both resolved together through coming up with new ways to communicate..well so I thought it was resolved. He goes to see he uncle for a day and then talks to his mom and older brother the next day and comes back today and tells me that he basically wants to break up to focus on himself. I feels that he needs to get himself together but man it hurts to have put so much time, energy and effort into something that your heart was deep into. My first mistake was allowing him into my home without being married. I expressed this to him in the beginning but he needed somewhere to stay and some stability and with working together and praying on things (which towards the end, became scarce) it managed to work for a little over 9 months. I am a reserved person when it comes to relationships because I've been heart-broken before 1 too many times. but somehow, after i graduated college, got my own place and met this guy that seemed to be a soul mate, it turned my world upside down. Things happened so suddenly, and so black and white. I just need spiritual guidance, and support to get me through this. I am going to join the church I have been wanting to join for so long...but that's not until Sunday. It hurts being alone in here now..im used to laughter and jokes, and happiness, and well..him. But somehow I feel some humbleness. It has to be because I prayed about this situation earlier. I just need support with pulling through, i just fear starting over or going backward..im just sort of confused and I need to totally trust and depend on God to get me through. Please leave scriptures for comfort, advice, guidance or whatever you feel on your heart to leave because I will check often. I AM DISTRAUGHT
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