i was married 24 years and my husband had so many affairs i finally lost count. then he had the one final affair that ended our marriage. he was a deacon in our church. i thought we had the perfect life. i was almost killed by the ending of my marriage. then i met another man. a good man. we went to church and i thought we could eventually marry. this past year i find out he is cheating too. we were together 18 years. i had the props knocked out from under me.. i have hate in my heart for the first time in my life. i am praying everyday and night for this hate to go away.... i am a christian but one that has backslide. still i love the Lord with all that is in me.. he is the only comfort i can find... please pray for me here. i need you all to form a prayer chain and pray i can get rid of this hate in my heart. i have never asked such a thing as this on here. i can't do this alone. the bible tells me where two are more are gathered he will be in the midst. i am standing on this promise this morning. i must get past all of this . i have to accept what my husband and my boyfriend have done for i can't control their actions. i am left alone to face the struggle of all this.... please help me.. my name is sheila. i am claiming victory over this tonight..... xxx sheila
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