I have been born again for about a year and have been trying to understand what is happening to me because this has been the hardest year i have faced in my life, but on the other hand i have grown as a person more than in any year of my life. I was talking to someone about why we feel the pain that we do which in my case at times felt like total dispair, and they told me that as a new child of god and that is what we are, that just as a child has growing pains as a child so do christians and sometimes god will let you feel some of the emotional pain that jesus felt going to the cross to help prepair you for the things that he has in store for you and just as a father sometimes has to do things that are not plesant to his own children to help them grow. so does are father in heaven.
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