I have had so many, have so many, troubles, hard knocks in life. Now I'm just falling apart and am very scared. God is silent when i need Him most. I sometimes dream of death, being at peace with the Lord. I yearn for a shoulder to cry on but there's none. I'm in stress 24/7 only when i sleep am I free. I can hardly function, just want to crawl into a hole and never come out. I didn't deserve all this, who does? Bosses are being so unfair things look bleak. I yearn for it to be over cant remember what peace feels like, I guess I did once. Had a short time when things felt better, but God allowed things to come and knock me down again, why? Why wont He help me?
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