I am just going to say this from the heart. I put up a prayer request the other night about my children . I didnt know asking for a prayer was such a hard thing to get or I wouldnt have ask. I was raised in church and we raised our children in church. Three years ago our church had some issues so we quit going. I have felt bad for this for 3 yrs now but I found out that there are Christian people who have the most sincere hearts but like every one else there are some that shall we say "Dont do what they preach". I realize this is just the devils way but my heart breaks when some thing like this happens. I pray to God every day that he will help me through this resentment and depression and I struggle with it every day. I have suffered from depression for 20 plus years now and it has not been easy. I was SO happy when I saw that this forum had started not only for my self but for every one else. I have such a big heart and would NEVER hurt any one I am really sincere to people and God is in my heart. I made a chose to with draw from this forum because I am not strong enough to put up with this kind of stuff because of some of the things that have happened in my life . I was raised in a church that taught that if you were not their religion you would go to hell. This is still ingrained in my head because that was what I was taught for so many years. I tried last night to close my account in this forum but I guess I did some thing wrong. As I said before as Christians I know this forum will take off I think it is the biggest one so far. If there is any one out there that is in this community but does not speak please remember that God does love you no matter what kind of problems people have. I'm sorry this caused so many problems but this is the reason people have such problems with Christianity because of this very thing, so be very careful , think before you speak because you are also dealing with people that have depression any way so this just makes it harder with responses like this. Sorry this is so long but had to get it off my chest and go on. My daughter in law goes for her appt today so hope all goes well. Sorry for the problems. Take care and God Bless. This will be the last time you will here from me on here. xoxo
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