I am new to this group and my main reason for joining is trying to find my faith again. This time last year I was as happy as I could be loved God and no one could could tell me any different when it came to my relationship with him. I have since been going through infertility issues for 4 years now and it has finally taken a toll on me. I have become depressed and with one disappointment after another when it comes to trying to have a baby. I've lost the strong faith. I know he gives us trails to make us stronger and I know he only gives you what you can handle. I've prayed everynite for God to help through up until about a week ago. I've asked for help to get through this and to become pregnant or for the desire for children to be taken away from me. I really feel like he hasn't heard me. Everyday my depression gets worse and worse and I don't know what to do anymore. Please any advice would help.
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