I feel that my loneliness is causing my faith to falter and i do not want that to happen, i DO love god and i DO NOT want to think or feel this. I keep telling myself that god has a plan for me and i have to live it i keep praying and sending up praise to him but i feel like my thoughts and words are hollow and if i feel that then surely god must to. I want to please him but i get scared, i get scared that he is going to take me and i fear that because i am the only one for my young boys. I am afraid alot and i don't know how to just give it all to god, i say it all the time but i don't feel i have. Can anyone advise on how to hold on to the joy and the faith that i have and not falter, i do not want to send up hollow prays.
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