I followed someone else to this site, relieved to have found it. Currently battling anxiety and an ED, but knowing that this is not what God intented for me. Feeling guilty for abusing His vessel but trying to stop. I feel like I am not worthy to be in His presence, but I know fellowship with Him is exactly what I should be seeking. My prayer life is being interrupted with thoughts of inadequacy. I am too embarrassed to admit to a fellow Christian what I'm going through. So much has been given to me, where is my joy?
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