I was on Youtube and found 4 videos that were the testimony of Michael English, one of my all time fav artists, after watching him I finally get it. I can be bipolar and still be pleasing to God. Even when my mind plays tricks on me and my thoughts race or the depression takes over, God made me just like I am and He knew I would struggle. all He wants me to do is to love HIM and to do my best. Even when my best is some chaotic form of rambling thoughts and inability to focus, He understands me and loves me just like I am. I don't have to do anything great or be perfect, it is not my works at all, it is what is in my heart and my heart is not my brain that so often takes me into the depths of despair. I truly love God and will start doing an even better job of loving Him back. After all, God is perfect and makes no mistakes and even when it is hard to understand life's struggles, if I love HIM and do my best to follow him, He knows this is my best and He accepts me this way. What a wonderful day!!!! Thank you Jesus.
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