I am trying so hard to believe. I pray for peace and answers to these things going on in my life. I realize I am even less that a grain of sand in the Lords plan, and my problems seem so menial compared to others. I prayed so much for the losses in my life to stop. how much more can I endure. I have lost so much, and tho it may seem stupid, and non-important when I lost my companion cat, she disappeared it just seemed like I was praying for nothing. I cannot get any answers. Why would I have to lose one more thing. Something I loved so much. Her loss is so deep and painful. I cant imagine what I have done to make God so angry with me. I am praying for strength and understanding and to giving my life over to his plan so I can be at peace and serve with a whole heart.
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