I went to see the Dr to day and she was worried about my depression and how long have I been feeling this way. She was worried because when my calcium goes up it causes me to go into a deep depression and there is nothing they can do to lower my calcium. The Dr had me go to the hospital and get my calcium done and she phoned me and told me thar it is up it is 2.92 and anything above 3 is not good. I have been feeling this way for a week now and I can't snap out of it. I am scared the I am going to land back in hospital because of how I am feeling. I need your prayers because I have been having thoughts of self-harm lately and they are getting stronger every day. I life is just so messed up and I am hurthig so much. I can't take the pain any longer. I have been through to much in my life.I am having nightmares at nights and flashbacks and memories through the day. Please pray for me I need it.
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