I am having some major anger problems, Ive been severely depressed and I have panic attacks. I am a Christian and I love the Lord with all my heart and I know that he can set me free from all this. Most days I am housebound but I still pray all the time and try to read my bible and speak life over myself. However, sometimes if someone starts praying for me or even suggests that I need to pray over myself/read a verse of scripture anything to do with God, I fly off the handle and start having a panic attack and I get so angry and mad at God. It usually just lasts about 10-20 mins. but its really disturbing. Like I said I love the Lord and I do believe he can heal my heart but I feel like its not me, I dont believe the things that come out of my mouth when it happens. Sometime I even kick, scream and feel like I want to hurt someone. That is not me I am a very loving and kind person. I have been to counselors and been prayed for many times. Does anyone know whats happenning to me?? Its really scary! What can I do??
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