Sorry I have been MIA the last week or so. I have been so burdened with school work, and trying to catch up, after my trip to Toronto. I would also like to thank smil and Shadowlady, who have been posting in my absence.
I also need prayer. I am quitting my PhD program. It was not about being behind, this institute is excellent about giving accomodations. It is about my health. My hands are just so damaged. I couldn't type before Christmas, because of the new deformities, and typing to finish my classes made it much worse. Now, I am getting worse flares, dislocations, and I am losing the ability to play flute. I am also exhausted, so I do not have the energy to study much. I even went back on prednisone, and felt a lot better, but not where I need to do so much typing and work.
So prayer for me, as I lose this dream I have had forever, and my health continues to deteriorate. Thanks!
This is hard for me cause ive never posted but, you gotta start somewhere. Earlier this month my husband of (just shy) 24 years asked me for a divorse, he said he was sick of tring to make the marrige part of us work that as friends I was an awsome and increadable person. He needs more in a "parner" he is looking for hus and cuddles and of course intamitcy (sex to me) I don't care for sex, never...
Being a single parent is so hard, I feel like most days I am failing