Hey guys realized after I thougt I was having all this resentment it was just a broken heart and I broke down to my husband (and had a panic attack, the biploar seriously kicking in) I realized how selfish I was being. I am not always good at putting into words what I am thinking or how I feel. but I have added to my last post something my husband shared with me that has me scared and that I have prayed feverently about. Please help me as I am a new Chrisitian.(I was saved but fell away for many years and came back to my faith about a year ago and have really been faithful in my study and devotion to God) but I feel at lost of words. I have prayed for God to speak through me and I have talked to him but I don't know that I am saying the right things. Any scripture that I could use and all your prayers would be appreciated but if you could just return to my last post and read the last entry I made and read it I would really appreciate it. I am sorry to keep asking for help but I am still building relationships at my church. Which he rarely will attend with me. And I am scheduling an appt. with one of our leaders there. But I don't even know where to start with some of the questions or what direction to go in with the conversation. My husband thinks the meeting is about me. I didn't tell him any different. I didn't lie to him he just didn't ask and I didn't volunteer is that wrong? I thought I should go first becasue I have asked him to go many many times and he says he is not comfortable going and I have asked to seek out a Christian consuler(I don't even know if this would work. Sorry to be so long. But I don feel like a selfish little girl so worried about my what know looks like some silly prooblems compared to what my husband has beeen living with for many many months now. Thank you again.
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